...or a Real Job, whichever.

Up yet again at Unreasonable Hour after complete randomization of sleep-schedule. It occurred to me, waking up from nightmares in a very strange state, that actually I do have a lead on the identifying my needs as a step to considering getting them met question: I need to not be living the sort of life where I wake up like that and I don't have offline access to anyone to talk me down from it. Not sure how I'd begin to go about arranging that at this point in my life, since I've obviously failed miserably at attempts so far, but I'll throw that out there to see if someone who's not looking at the tangle from inside of it can see the yarn-end...